It fills my heart to the point of bursting!
A smile on my face every single day!
The darkness threatens to overtake me.
I fight back a wave of hurt,
Only to be slammed against a wall of nothing.
Whatever did I do to deserve this life?
I'm so sick of not feeling,
Of not caring,
of hurting myself and others.
I am so verry confused.
Everyday a new emotion,
A new sensation,
A new reaction to everything!
Every sweet kiss is full of promises for a bright future,
Every touch promises a safe haven from this crazy world!
But at the end of the day its all the same.
None of it matters,
Becouse not even you can protect me from my greatest fear,
Not even you can protect me from me.